obsses
When you grew up nice and calm, but now you want to be a gangster and shoot people like it's the Wild West. You're like a lost kid in a fancy neighborhood.
I obssesed over being a gangster. Now I carry a fake gun everywhere.
My friend obssesed over being a hoodlum. He even wore a fake beard.
I obssesed over guns so much I tried to shoot my math teacher. He gave me a D.