I swear to god - When you say it and cross your fingers hoping it’s not true

When you say it and cross your fingers hoping it’s not true but it ends up being the most true thing you’ve ever said.

'I swear to god, I didn’t cross my fingers, I just really wanted it to be true.'

'I swear to god, I crossed my fingers and now I have to live with the truth.'

'I swear to god, I crossed my fingers and now I’m gonna have to deal with it.'