I 'lobb' you
Lobb is when you say you love someone, but it’s just a cover for your bad decisions. It’s like love, but with more regret.
I lobb you so much, I got a divorce just to get away from it.
You lobb me like I was the only person who ever gave you a compliment.
I lobb you so hard, I had to take a vacation just to forget about it.