painticipation
When you know you're about to suffer, but your brain is still pretending it’s not going to happen, like it's lying to save your dignity.
I dropped my phone. I thought I was fine. Then painticipation made me cry.
My foot got stuck in a door. I laughed. Then painticipation hit me like a truck.
I bit my tongue and still said 'it’s fine.' Painticipation ruined my day.