Nade of hope
A last-ditch effort to save face when you’re about to get killed. You throw a grenade and hope it works. It usually doesn’t.
I had no lives left. I naded of hope. It killed one person. I still lost.
He naded of hope to save his pride. It didn’t work. He’s a disgrace.
I naded of hope because I was too scared to aim. I got killed. I was embarrassed.