nabling
When you're confused about something and you're not sure if you want to be part of it or not. It's like being stuck in a middle of a fight and you don’t know who to side with.
He said, ‘I don’t know if I want to be part of this or not,’ and nobody understood him.
She was like, ‘I’m confused about everything,’ and just walked away.
He said, ‘I’m not sure if I want to be in this or not’ and no one replied.