i wanna ask him out - A person who thinks they're cool but is just hiding their em

A person who thinks they're cool but is just hiding their embarrassment from the person they like.

I saw him at the store and almost fainted. I had to pretend I was checking out candy.

He asked me for my number and I said I was busy. I was actually crying in the bathroom.

I texted him 'Hey' and he replied with 'Hey.' I died inside.